Broken dreams...
Everyone have a small or big, maybe more then one, dream that have been crushed.
Perhaps they did not make it or maybe it just was not possible because of the circumstances.
Or maybe it was like for me... Often when I have a dream, idee or a wish, they are not coming true because of my own laziness. I am simply lazy, scared and not believing in myself.
But I'm trying to change that.
I'm trying to stop pushing it forward or saying that I can't make it.
So now everything is starting to fall in to place.
I have a new dream, idea, or you can say, goal! And it have been putting me right back on the road for happiness.
Moving back to Sweden was hard on me... not that I wasn't happy, it was just that I thought I only could find dreams, future happiness and plans in Vienna. But now I see that I just needed to put my goals a little further on. And also, I think I needed the time I had till now for make up my mind.
So now I will start (in January) on a course, to see if maybe Economy is something I would like to keep on working with.
